this is it, the year i thought would never come, but finally it did and now i dont think im even ready for it..through the haze of the years ive spent in school ive lost focus on the year that matters most..between finding a college not only best for my education purpose's, but also one for my athletics..ive always had a plan that going from high school to college would be nothing but fun, but now it seems nothing like that..i want to go to a college that has a great program for engineering, possibly a descent hockey team, and possibly the chance for a golf team... but the whole thought of applications, letters of reccomendation and just the pressure of only less than a year to do all this in has been a major streeser, and trying to hide that and not having it affect me when im playing in a tournament or just trying to focus on anything is the hardest part..i just want this year to be great..have fun while i can, do as much as i can, because you never know when your last day is...